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  • 4 yrs 28 wks 2 days old
  • Updated: 19 Aug 2008
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~ blonde redhead ~
hi, once upon a time I had a blog on this site, so long ago I don't even remember what I had called it..
~ blonde redhead ~
I started reading yours through a random sequence of events, you posted on mine a few times, this was a number of years ago,
~ blonde redhead ~
I got rid of my blog, it chronicled the downward spiral of my relationship with my ex, something that hurt too much to keep online, my point... yes I do have one..
~ blonde redhead ~
bear with me though, its my last day of work, and I'm alone and there was a bottle of wine in the fridge which I downed...
~ blonde redhead ~
is that you're not alone, and random stranger like me read your thoughts and care and know the pain of life and being alone..
~ blonde redhead ~
I guess thats all, sorry for consuming your board, I wish you all the best and don't stop writing, my life would be far more boring if you did..
~ Me ~
What a holloballo!
~ Spike ~
Boo. Almost Christmas and I'm almost prepared. Got S an exceptional present this year. I'm really proud of myself.
~ Ludmila ~
I can't be bothered with anything these days. Basically not much noteworthy happening. I feel like an empty room. I've more or less been doing nothing.
~ crazygirl ~
Hey Dan! Hope you are doing alright these days!

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posted Tuesday, 17 June 2008
I find myself hoping she hasn't really made up her mind. Maybe part of her would like to keep in touch. Maybe that part is big enough that all hope is not lost. I keep hoping she'll drop me an email or give me a call. Just to say "I'm not ready to talk yet. Leave me for a few weeks/months. But then, if you want to send the occasional email, that might be okay". I just want to be in touch. Just a little bit. Just enough to know what's going on in her life (the major stuff). I'm not looking to be chatting on the phone every week or meeting up or anything like that. But I really wish we could get to a point where it's okay for me to email her. Just sometimes. I don't care what caveats or restrictions she lays down. I don't want her to disappear completely.

But I guess she's not going to do a u-turn so quickly. And as time goes on she'll stop thinking about me and the chances of her deciding to get in touch will diminish.

So it's all just an exercise in wishful thinking.

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