I Can't Believe it's Been a Whole Year

Today is one of my many anniversaries. It is one year to the day since she told me it was over. Just two weeks prior to that she'd told me it definitely wouldn't happen. She said we'd definitely still be together when she came to Oxford. "Nothing can change that". Apart from an extra two weeks to think about it, apparently.

Did she have to make the stupid fucking promises? Couldn't she just have been honest with me? She must have known that while she promised we'd still be together, it was really just a "maybe".

If you glance left you will notice that for the first time in absolutely ages there is a comment on the chat board. In fact there are quite a few. A very kind redhead has chosen to leave some very kind comments. Someone from the old days when I used to read lots of Blog-City blogs and I used to get lots of hits. If you're reading this, perhaps you can give me a few more clues. I love to know who you are! If you don't want to talk in public, you can email blondealien [at] gmail [dot] com. That goes for all of you. But especially kind redheads.

I'm not sure the posts in the chatboard are in quite the correct order, but you get the idea :)

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