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  • Updated: 19 Aug 2008
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~ blonde redhead ~
hi, once upon a time I had a blog on this site, so long ago I don't even remember what I had called it..
~ blonde redhead ~
I started reading yours through a random sequence of events, you posted on mine a few times, this was a number of years ago,
~ blonde redhead ~
I got rid of my blog, it chronicled the downward spiral of my relationship with my ex, something that hurt too much to keep online, my point... yes I do have one..
~ blonde redhead ~
bear with me though, its my last day of work, and I'm alone and there was a bottle of wine in the fridge which I downed...
~ blonde redhead ~
is that you're not alone, and random stranger like me read your thoughts and care and know the pain of life and being alone..
~ blonde redhead ~
I guess thats all, sorry for consuming your board, I wish you all the best and don't stop writing, my life would be far more boring if you did..
~ Me ~
What a holloballo!
~ Spike ~
Boo. Almost Christmas and I'm almost prepared. Got S an exceptional present this year. I'm really proud of myself.
~ Ludmila ~
I can't be bothered with anything these days. Basically not much noteworthy happening. I feel like an empty room. I've more or less been doing nothing.
~ crazygirl ~
Hey Dan! Hope you are doing alright these days!

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Dreams Are Not Always Helpful

posted Saturday, 21 June 2008
I mentioned last week that I'd have a dream about Someone Else. Since then I've had a couple more. And they were quite nice. But last night was all about Rina. We met up and we talked and we sorted out the whole mess and she slept next to me. We were friends again. There was also some kind of confrontation with another guy who was also in love with her, but only had been for a few days. Not sure what all that was about.

So it was a nice dream but now I feel like shit. I had been taking the first steps toward not thinking about this mess all the time. Now I feel like I'm back on square one. It does make some sense that it should happen now. Tomorrow she leaves for LA. If I hadn't screwed everything up I would have called her today. Wished her a good flight. Told her it was really nice to have her in the same time zone for several months. I would have told her that I miss her and I love her. But we're not talking, so I can't call. The next couple of days will be very hard for her. I hope she's okay.

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